goodness, tmr is my chinese O paper and idk how i should go about studying it..
my mind is completly in a mess, idk what i should do and there's no one to support me..
even my love one is having a war with me, who only know how to say, never go out? never go out? other than that nothing else.
fcuk fcuk fcuk lah...
not a word of concern coming out from the mouth..
even ppl who are much less closer to me remember that i'm having paper tmr! shit it okay.
but nvm, i doubt he remembers it.. so forget it..

but i'm feeling better i guess..
was cropping up at home whole day packing my stuffs and bestie call saying he was at plaza with sn and clique.
idk, it really feel great to meet up with them.. rather than staying home whole day and about to explode..

but still... worrying bout my papers ):


i got the urge to call you, but i'm sure you're definitely outside playing or whatever it is.
yes, i don't want to accept the fact and face up to reality that you're out playing. Cause that would make my mind run wild WILD WILDDDDDDDD!

But i hope you still remember you got a girlfriend. even if we had wars and everything... wtf is it that you're replying so fcuking slow and short.
i thought everything should be okay if i initiate the msg.
AND yes i did! I msged you telling i'm going beach later.. the msg is not in an angry tone, i addressed you as Baby. You know i don't when we're having wars. But i did! But what i get in return is a fcking short reply "oh okay, i'm gg work." fcuk
shouldnt have initiate everything.. and this shouldn't be happening if that day, we didn't watch Hensel and Gretel.

idk wtf is wrong with me but.. fck. idk. i hope you're cheating on me man...
it's not a typo but i really hope you're CHEATING on me.. and confessed to me that you CHEATEDDDDDDDDDDDD! CHEATEDDDDDDDDDDDD! CHEATED OKAY!


tmr is my paper. though language paper don't need to worry a thing about it.. but it's still imp to me... nothing seems to go right now..


I'm running out of my sweetest drug already...
It should be gone long ago, why did i replenish it?