JUST FUCK ME UP WITH EVERYTHING
FUCK SHIT ON ME OKAY.. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK

TODAY IS A FUCK UP DAY.
PAPERS NOT REALLY WELL DONE, KEY LOST, A WAR AFTER ANOTHER.
FUCK.
HOW LONG IS THIS GOING TO CONTINUE.
HOW MANY MORE WARS AM I GOING TO GO THROUGH IT..
CAN JUST FUCK ME ALL THE SHIT AT ONE GO AND NOT ONE AFTER ANOTHER.


and please take note I'M NOT SCOLDING ANYONE.
just FUCK OKAY.
i need something to vent on...... i really can't take it..

i'm sorry but i'm one who cannot tolerate things, anything unhappy i'll just show it..
so over that thing today.... you know should what i'm referring to, i'm just mainly FUCK JEALOUS OKAY.
what's wrong with being jealous.
and idk if it's psycological or just the fact, CHEATING IS ALWAYS ON MY MIND NOW.
not saying you're cheating but, there are some things that are really un-explainable.
FUCK.

you can't blame me, you really can't. you can say i don't trust you but i really dono what has become of me that why trust is not in me anymore.

maybe, because of your friends around you... idk but... you know how they're like yourself. so,, naturally idk.

i really don't know what else i can do anymore.

it's really unlike me to aplogise today because being jealous still have to do that, i really can't take it down.. but just not to make things worst, i've to do that.

Sorry...
loves xoxo