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I've been thinking alot alot alot that i'm going mad, and some sort of depression. He says i'm weird as though i'm having depression like that. I don't deny that im weird, i've changed, because images, words, thoughts, nonsense have been running about in my mind.

Kept giving myself a chance, giving us a chance but.. nothing changes. Both of us are still suffering.

Sometimes i really wish to point this out but.. arguments definitely arose between us.


Ain't you tired?

Labels: in tears, tears, tears.

EDITED

Just realised, i've got lots of things to buy, lots of dreams to be fulfilled. ):

Dreams, can't talk about it unless i do well for my Os. So i gonna glue my butt to the floor(cos my study table is low :D) and open up the books and start revision already!

3 months plus to go. SO FAST OKAY!
Just gonna use all my free time for them already. Must limit the time for shopping, slacking, blah blah blah.

Meanwhile meanwhile.......! Must have extra time for exercising too (: HEES.

1.) Swimming
2.) Beach Volleyball
3.) Tanning(yes, i know this is not an exercise but whatever :D )
4.) Roller Bladding

Now, i just feel like doing all these.

I wanna have picnic too! Wanna go Haw Par Villa! Escape Theme Park! xxxxxxxx
Oh oh! And also camping at Sentosa with ahgen sebas and him. LOLS!

While studying, also need to work ): wanna save money money so that end of year, together with gen and clique or whoever, we can go overseas together!!!! XXXX
MANY MANY MORE!



SIGHHHHHHH~


So many places i wanna go ): but think i gonna wait till O lvl finish ):

Haiyo haiyo haiyo ))):

Tired, tired and tired. Just accept whatever things that are right infront of me and not ponder over them.

idk if this skin is nice "/ maybe i'll change back few days laterrrrrrr. :D








well, maybe you should experience the feeling of waiting a whole night for my msges or call when im out with my friends when you said you'll call me later. That, explains why i'm fuck up .

School's boring......... I just feel like i'm wasting time there only.
English teacher always never turn up, day 3 already leh! Haiyooooo.. wake up early for nothing -.-

Chinese oral coming!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope i could get distinction. LOLSSS! xxxxxxx


So since Mrs Rai's not here, went to have breakfast at Mac with Shixian and Jerrica. Had Happy Meal :D HAAS


Kung Fu panda. Haven catch that movie yet, heard that it's not bad... hmmm. but don't think i will waste money go watch cartoooooon. geeeeees xxxx


Gonna change my blog skin soooon (: edit everything when i'm back home from school. Just a lil bit more of edit !



Before leaving for work (:

Getting lazier to put on make ups already.. Everyday make up make up, sick and tired of it! So I skipped the eye part. Just plain basic (:
Working hours very short, so plain one will do (: Unless i'm going for long hours job at shopping center or something, then i'll put normal make up :D


WHATEVERRRRRRRR ! -.- LOLS


Work at UOB plaza as usual.
Town afterwards for dinner with gengen at Suki Yaki(?) idk what's the sushi res. called at cine. heees


touch up touch up time!




okay. goodnight! Gonna edit blogskin now (:

People kept asking me why never put tagboard........

OGAY! I JUST PUT UP ONE (: And it sure gonna cause trouble like annoy people making unnecessary remarks blah blah blah. Sure gonna be pek chek, but nvm.. Put a while see how (:


Skipped school, cos my stomach really darn fcking pain that is unbearable man. More pain than inking -.-

So went to see doc. So coincidence ziting was at the polyclinic too!
Great to see her :D catch up a little untill her turn then she went off already.
Gonna meet up soon okay honey (:

I waited for an hour plus then my turn man. So longgggggggggggg that i wanna die of pain-ness.

So doctor declared that i've got some stomach infection ): ): hope i'd feel better after taking med "/


The medicine taste awful man, and the pill is like so big..... okay, call me stupid or whatever, I CAN'T SWOLLOW BIG PILLS. Small ones like flu med type can (: ARGH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARLINGGG!

Had dinner at Cafe Cartel. Wanted to have steamboat at bugis there, but baby don't like the place, dono why. But got craving craving for steamboat! So decided to go Seoul Garden, but when we decided to eat there alr 7 plus going 8. Might as well go have normal dinning. If not can't enjoy.

Took a long time to choose our food xxxxxxxxx indecisive mannn

While waiting. Camwored (:




Found a hair on the table????




-.- STULUT FACEEEEEE


Yes Yes! Go kill yourself. HEEEEEEEEEEEEES
No lah, can't bear to see you die lehhhhh :D






Soupie soupie's here!


Carol Blue. Not bad but darn sweet :D


Finally food's here.


Fish & chicken combo. Hmmm.
idk but i don't really like it ):
AND I FOUND HAIR ON THE DISH! GOOOOODNESSSSSSS -.- DONO WHOSE HAIR IT IS.



Darling had grilled chicken. Side dish we ordered dono what spicy winglet. Avg lah.. rating 3/5 (:


Sorry, darn dark. Took with phone, can't blame. Mommy took the cam to taiwan already ):


HAAAAA! Why baby can't bend his thumb "/


Darn bloated! Played pool and arcade after eating :D Been some time since i played pool ): lost touch? ARGH!


Hope darling's happy today! Gonna give you something tomorrow! (:



okay. Goodnight!

Towned today with baby, gen and sebas (:

Watched Never Back Down, great!


Rating = 4/5 !!!!!

After that, we've really nowhere to go, and kinda like walking aimlessly, so decided to head to Mac and just chill there..

I'm so tired today!!!!!!!! Don't know why, so restless man.

LASTLY!


If i were to pierce my septum, it would be so weirddddddddddd. LOLS!
Took baby's ring to try it...
Might be because the ring is big... but just feel weird.

Gonna turn in soon! Bye!

I really need to see a doctor soon ):
Had been feeling so uncomfortable this few days man, stomach feel so bloated though i never eat anything and i can't eat! Cos i will feel like vomiting........ -.-
And diarrhoea diarrhoea diarrhoea ):


And everything seems to be so rush ): Just can't get anything right ):

yes, yes, yes. Just fuck all this shit okay.

picturesssssss from long ago(:

INK DAY













Gate 13's pet! Don't know what lizard..


Gen gen!!!


Shawn!


Darling look like a girl lehhhhhh

Chevrolet






Randommmm

Went baby house in the afternoon. Don't know why.. darn lazy. So took cab... -.-
Shouldn't have spend that money uh! "/


He wants me to post a picture of him like this....... LOLS!










SORRY! RANDOMMMMMMM LAH. -.-


Had dinner at mac (:






Took last train home (:




Hope sweety made the right choice and not regret (: But no matter what, i'll still support your decision huh! Hopfully things will be better for you in futureeeeeee xoxo

TIREDDDDDDDDDD!~

haven been updating, sorry!

had been working at Suntec for Chevrolet as balloon girl for the past 3 days.

FRIDAY'S


BALLOONNNNNS!


Angie (:




Gen (:

Basically, all we have to do is just pump balloons and give it to the kids.
So it's darn darn slack and simple. So camwored! (:


























TIRED HUH!


peep peep peep!!!




SATURDAY

Gen came over to sleep at my house (:
Girly girly talk !


SUNDAY


SHE'S DARN CUTE MANNN.

We finished our job, so went round to all the cars to camwore (: and then we came aross this lil girl inside one of the car while her parents are looking around (:















So tired so tired so tired. Alright! Heading to sleep soon!
NIGHTS! xoxo